She's a mess of gorgeous chaos

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 15:58:18 GMT

lately he's been saying a lot that he wants to be with me forever. I means he's pretty much always said it when we really talked and stuff but i mean lately its been pretty frequent even in texts. "I love you so much and I want to be with you forever" and then he'll admit that that is selfish. But I like when he's selfish ;)

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 14:59:54 GMT

It's really crazy how lucky I am. Everyone wants a guy like this and I can't believe I actually got him. Everyday I still marvel even after 2 years of how amazing he is.

When we drive, he'll randomly grab my hand (If we're not already holding hands) and kiss it. He grabs my chin and tells me how cute I am at least twice a day. He's the first and always the quickest to say, I'm sorry, or admit he was wrong. HE never wants to fight, he never wants us to stay mad, he makes us talk everything through. He picks me up anywhere, anytime, always. He's usually the first to say I love you on the phone. He is always the one to say I love you in a fight. He compromises ALL the time cause lord knows I'm a brat. He spoils me. He loves me greater than anyone else has ever. He'll visit me at work, text me he misses me after leaving my house. Call me everyday before he goes into work to wish me a good and productive day. He always has a good attitude... its truly never grumpy unless he's sick, and even then he's not grumpy towards me. He'll bring me my favorite food, or snack when he's picking me up. He still finds it necessary to ask me even the most obvious things like, Would I like to be his date to the Ball or his valentine, etc. He yells at me VERY rarely, maybe like twice and only to stop me when I'm being stubborn. Like, "STOP! JUST TALK TO ME" or something. He tickles me when I'm mad just to see me smile and won't stop tickling me once he's heard me laugh, cause he loves my laugh. He kisses my forehead when I'm lying on his chest while we're watching a movie or our shows, family guy, house, lost, heroes ... He tells me how much he needs me and loves me everyday. He's never afraid to admit, he'd be lost without me. He respects me, he never looks at other girls or if he does its because I've pointed her out. He would never even consider being unfaithful to me bc one he knows it would be SOOOOOOO over. lol. and 2 bc he just can't see himself being interested in anyone else or hurting me like that. He was in a relationship before where he didnt respect the girl and didn't do the best of things and I can see a real change in the kind of person he is. He's never been interested in slutty girls to begin with, but even normal girls have no interest to him bc he sees this as lasting forever, and he could never be unfaithful to the girl he's going to be with forever. And I truly believe that. I'm so freaking lucky man...

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 23:42:16 GMT

i just love this video so much....

Bernie and Krys

its really the only way anyone can really get a glimpse of how much of a dork bernie REALLY is .. although my family has seen it too hehe

I freaking love him.

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 13:34:47 GMT

me and bernie talked on the phone last night for two hours about how he's going to become a snake activist b/c of this new bill that obama and crist are considering here in fl. I thought it was absolutely adorable. He was serious. lol

This is cute.

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 01:01:35 GMT

Today, while me and Bernie were at Publix with Steven, I was mad at him cause I think he spoils Steven, so when he asked me something, I gave him an attitude. So, he got mad at me and told me not to give him an attitude. I stayed quiet as he paid for our groceries and we walked out of the store. When we got out the doors he stopped, turned around and grabbed me as if to hug me, but instead started dancing with me. He danced with me to some random shopping center/Publix song, that was playing on the outside speakers. We slow danced in the shopping center for about a minute when Bernie goes, "Okay we're forming a crowd" and whisked me away to the car, lol. I couldn't tell you if he was serious or joking cause I was too enchanted by his adorable little stunt, but I couldn't care less either. He. Is. So. Cute.

I love him so freaking much

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 23:01:45 GMT

No one criticizes you when you're inseparable from your best friend. So why do people criticize when you're inseparable from a guy, especially if he IS your best friend. It's got to be a good thing when you can spend a million hours together and not get bored, annoyed, or disinterested. You can never have too much of a good thing. And I'm taking that to heart.